Weight: 96.2 kgs
“But to live in ignorance on such a point was impossible” – Jane Austen, Pride and Prejudice
My Life Goal, ze Weight
Next…it’s all over the place…I’ve come down by a kilo in a week…
Shake Your Booty
I’ve done no exercise, nada! I have another cold so feel pants and felt really out of sorts this week…
What I’m Up Too…
I went to Cambridge yesterday to buy bras but failed…the shop had no electricity so couldn’t do fittings or anything so that was pants…got my hair coloured to cover the greys…still can spot a couple of greys…so pants again…I’ve craved gluten all week so decided to give into the cravings as my PMS was out of control…sniffing G’s cheesy baps just weren’t cutting the mustard so I ate one…and then there was the whole bag of liquorice all sorts when I was getting my hair coloured (washed down with a huge glass of cold water and ice cubes!) that just didn’t sort out of my mood at all…so pants, pants, triple pants!
^^I did buy myself some dahlias which are one of my daddy’s favourite flowers so that cheered me up. Apologies for the lack of autumn leaves or carefully placed flowers surrounding my feet…the black bag contains scones…gluten free and gluten loaded just in case you’re wondering…maybe I should have them littered around the ground by my feet…but that seems a bit wasteful!
I’ve also decided that I’m not going to visit all the counties this year as I need to rest (doctors orders) but am still going to visit them all however just at a slightly slower pace…this year feels very pants and I really feel exhausted overall now.
I had an interesting NHS experience on Friday where the doctor told me that the NHS has failed me…yip I know…from the care that I’ve received from Bedford Hospital and to being left to struggle with a fibroid in a location that is causing me more grief than you will ever know. He’s now going to send me for a second opinion as he was flabbergasted over my whole case and thinks I’ve fallen foul of doctors / specialists not doing operations as they get more money from NOT doing them or providing treatment…his words not mine! I pay my National Insurance so I refuse to pay for private health care as I should get the treatment I require on the NHS.
I had a cry when I got back to the car as I’ve struggled for three years to get help on the NHS over this issue…we won’t even start on the IBS issue where I once received a prescription for peppermint oil when I was bleeding from where the sun don’t shine (and I’m high risk for colon cancer!)…a shake up of the NHS is much required for all our sakes as it’s in an utter mess at the moment!
Am I the only person in this world that is excited to see Christmas decorations in shops…yes it’s October but seriously people…why weren’t they out earlier like September time?!?!?
I feel very BLAH this week, can you tell?!?!…blame it on the period and feeling a tad exhausted with life at the moment…Monday is the start of a new week…onwards and upwards!
Anyway that’s me…so what’s all the gossip?